Tuesday, December 21, 2004

06/12/2004

yesterday i was watching calling tru, a tv series at transtv. the episode was about tru having a high school reunion. in high school, tru have had a bestfriend, candace, but somehow she became evil, and they're no longer being friends. tru have to save candace because someone tried to kill her. at the end tru did save her and ask her to become friends again, but candace said there are things that can't be change, and it means that they can be friends again.

and the epilogue showed that one of their conversation in gym when they was in high school, tru said we will always be friend until we become old, aren't we? candace said of course, that what best friend are for. but what happened is compeletly different, now they even not speak to each other.tru's experience is just like mine. and i think i feel the way tru feels.

if we were friends back then why can't we now? we used to hang out together, talked on the phone for hours, laughing together. we even promise to grow old together. but now somehow my friend just dissapear as if she never exist in this world. i know is hurt tru very deeply when candace said that she doesn't want to be friend again with her, and i know i will feel the same with tru that why i never ask my friend the same question cause i know her too well that she will answer the same question with the same answer just like candace.

the good thing is i am plays as the good person, not the evil one. i happy with my life now, with the friends that i have now. what happened to me back then teach me that we deal with many different kind of people, is up to me how to handle them. we do make mistakes, is human, just don't do the same mistakes twice cause is stupid.


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